another dark cloud looming overhead
Monday, October 17th, 2005Blockmates!!! I miss you…
Sometimes, it’s really hard to face the reality that internship is over and you and your friends have gone to different forks in your crossroads. It gets lonely as the days go by.
Don’t get me wrong, though. I don’t want to go back to internship; there really are points in your life that certain complexities come in. For example, from clerk to intern to resident status. Life gets more complicated (in more ways than you can imagine), but hey. That’s the only way you learn. Ang sagwa naman kung ganun at ganun na lang, di ba.
Am really looking forward to this new phase in my life… the daunting 3 years of residency. It’s a whole new ballgame. It’s scary and exciting at the same time. Hehe.
However, excitement aside, the weather is overcast today. It mirrors my mood perfectly. Why is angst creeping into me again? I wonder…
Is it because i actually have time to think [about negative things] again?
Need to get busy. Now!!!
