another dark cloud looming overhead
Blockmates!!! I miss you…
Sometimes, it’s really hard to face the reality that internship is over and you and your friends have gone to different forks in your crossroads. It gets lonely as the days go by.
Don’t get me wrong, though. I don’t want to go back to internship; there really are points in your life that certain complexities come in. For example, from clerk to intern to resident status. Life gets more complicated (in more ways than you can imagine), but hey. That’s the only way you learn. Ang sagwa naman kung ganun at ganun na lang, di ba.
Am really looking forward to this new phase in my life… the daunting 3 years of residency. It’s a whole new ballgame. It’s scary and exciting at the same time. Hehe.
However, excitement aside, the weather is overcast today. It mirrors my mood perfectly. Why is angst creeping into me again? I wonder…
Is it because i actually have time to think [about negative things] again?
Need to get busy. Now!!!
October 18th, 2005 at 7:37 am
hey pats!! i know exactly how you feel.. what with me studying for MLE and most of the people close to me taking up their residency.. idle minds and all that.. so true.. so much time to think! anyways, good luck dear!
October 25th, 2005 at 1:46 am
patty,
A word of advice…don’t fear too much of the future, let the future be more fearful of you. hahaha! just kidding, I believe you have the heart of a good doctor so the next 3 years would be easy and fun for you. Good Luck!
October 25th, 2005 at 10:18 am
Aawwww… miss you too Pats! Yeah I miss the good ol’ block. That’s why the CPK thing was sooo nice. Hey, I know you’ll do great! Hopefully I’ll be joining you in a year. Something tells me I’m supposed to insert some advice or whatnot here but you and I know you don’t need any! You’ve come so far on your own like I’ve always known you would! As for your overcast forecast, well, if ya ever need to shunt your exasperations you know you’ve always got your friend, Caz.